Day 31 : 1 month plus one day

First of all , i wanna talk bout my view on friend
I do like being around with friends
We can do a lot fun things together
Laugh around, chat together and tease each other
However, this world is big enough
To accommodate many types of human
Nice person, Friendly person or even bad person
It is good to have nice friends around
They can support u whenever u have problems
Share ur burdens and concern bout u
However if u have some sucky friends
That's a bad news for u
If u so happened to have friends that ~~
~ Act in front of u and stab ur back
~ Being good guy on surface and complain beneath it
~ Don't appreciate ur help
~ or even hate u for no reason (so called small gas fella)
Well ~ Good luck when finding good friends =)

As for in relationship things
The sweet feeling is nice
But not too sweet.
Couples can't be too sweet all the time
They need to sweet when they need to
Is like u r starving for few days
And they serve meat in front of u
U will more appreciate the food in front of u
Instead of eating BIG meals everyday
It's up to individual
Some might like to eat BIG meals everyday
But majority will choose to eat when they r starving
Anyway , appreciate ur partner !
Don't feel regret when u lose the another half of urs
Good Luck !

Day 30 : 1 month ~

One month ago i left Malacca,
And come back to Selangor for training.
I still remember one month ago was Saturday,
The day i left Malacca with tears and strong feeling.
I remember the feeling of mine during that day.
I don't want to leave Malacca,
Place that full of my memories.
And 1 month after my departure ,
My feeling still remain the same.
I don't want to leave that place.
Today , i feel something special .
It's not the feeling i had one month ago
It's the feeling i had two or three months ago !
I feel like i am in dubious relationship with her .
I don't know how to describe the feeling.
The feeling is like i want to chase her that time.
I will worry my actions will disturb her,
I will worry she might think i am annoying.
Even though the feeling is not pleasant.
But i miss that feeling very much .
Now i am like old man , keep thinking bout past.
I should look forward and think about present.
That is more important than past.
I will work harder no matter working or relationship.
Because all of them are very important to me.
I love all of you !

Day 27 , 28 , 29, 30

For the past few days,
I was enjoying my days with her,
We had alot of fun as usual,
Eat , play , sleep and chat
Friday nite , we had lotsa fun
We had an awesome dinner at wok and pan
We went to Carrefour for shopping
We managed to buy 4 packets of McD Nugget
Can you believe it all are half priced nugget ?
Wow , 2 packets for 1 packets money
1 packet just RM10 with more than 20 - 30 pieces inside
McD are selling rm 5 for 6 nuggets , they sure earn alot
During night we had a nice chat inside her room
It seemed like a normal weekly activity for us
Shop , Eat , Play and Chat ~
However during night we chatted
We chatted about many things
And i realized i really love her
I knew that she love me too
We love each other so much
Before we got together
We passed through many tests
Many many tests for us
And finally we got together
Although many people like her
And lastly she chose together with me
I felt so happy and blissful
Argghh ~ otak jam ! to be continued !

Allright , lets continue ~
I think back past few months incidents
My encounters with her ~
Bitter moment until Romantic moment
I really love her very much
I didn't give her up to anyone
Hold her both hands tight
Coz i don't wanna leave her side
When i woke up on Monday morning
I felt weird , she is not there
I missed her a lot
Really a lot
I kept on sms her ,
Coz i wanna see her reply
I felt happy when she woke up
Hopefully coming Friday we can meet again
Lastly i am happy that Lynn has grown up
She knew how to think maturely
Her thinking changed so sudden
No matter how she changed
I still love her very much =)

任性的小公主~

人人都说 ，
每个任性的女人背后都有一个宠她的男人
一个女人，正因为她知道自己的老公爱她宠爱
所以她才会比较放肆
因为她知道自己就算自己发发脾气
老公也会让着自己
会听自己的话
如果她没有碰到一个爱她宠她的男人
她反而还要看男人的脸色行事了
所以说，一个女人的任性
其实都是男人惯出来的
其实都是 男人给宠出来的
所以说，一个女人任性的女人
是幸运的，更是幸福的
因为在宠爱自己的男人面前
她们才有资格去任性
她们任性的像一个孩子，撒娇，
爱发 脾气，歇斯底里

甚至小题大做，统统都是孩子气的行为
所以说，一个女人任性的女人
是幸运的，更是幸福的


你可以任性~因为你是我的小公主~ =)

Day 26 : Tired tired tired !

Today i feel super super tired
From morning walk walk walk
Walking around the plant site
Get data , do observation and interview
Although i feel a bit more tension than normal
But i do feel like my times are occupied

As for my private life
Today early in the morning
My alarm clock keep ringing
It was my dear's voice ringing tone
" Ring~ 起床了阿！要不然我slap你！"
I feel like having her beside me whenever i listen that
I feel quite warm actually by listening her voice
Nowaday i insist to call her instead of MSN or SMS
I wanna listen to her voice
But she worry bout my credit
And finally we decided to use webcam
Everyday i will feel happy when i send message to her
I feel even happier when i receive her sms
Especially special sms from her
Lynn , 22 more hours to go
And i will meet you face to face
Careful when you drive to 王朝
I miss you !

Day 25 : Lucky and unlucky ?

Today i was given 2 new tasks
Is to observe two departments process line
I was so unlucky to be given 2 tasks at one time
I was relaxing for the past few weeks
And now i need to be more hardworking
To complete the given tasks
However i felt grateful
Coz i can have something to do
Instead doing nothing there

As for my private life
Today i feel very very happy !
She told me that she felt blissful ~
She felt like she was like little princess
For the past few months together with me
Whenever she said unreasonable things to me
I will not argue with her and listen to what she said
Whenever she wanted me to achieve something high
I will not say no to her and follow her advice ~
Whenever we argue over something silly ~
I will always say sorry to you her first ~
Because i just want you know ~
that you are the only one ~
Little Princess for me ~
I love you ~
Lynn ~

Day 24 : Tues Day ~

Now i have a habit update blog
Everyday after i got back from work
I will automatically update my blog
I remember last time i hate blogging
I think blogging is such a waste of time
After one month of blogging life
I realized that i like blogging
Inside my blog i can write many things
My feelings, my thinking and my message
Thank you Lynn for asking me to update blog
I'm loving it .. haha

The next thing i wanna talk bout is ...
The thinking of a single and in relationship person
There are 2 types of single person ...
First type is person who prefer to be single
They will think friend is everything for them
Be with friend is main priority for them
They don't need love
Second type is person who eager to be in relationship
They will think be in relationship is wonderful
They can have sweet moment together ~
And happy ever after ~

As for in relationship person
Their thinking is basically the same
They like each other and never want to leave each other
Good thing if u can find ur true love
It is hard to find someone that really love u
And someone that u really in love with
Love is simple
They love each other
Is happy enough
Don't think it too complicated ppl !
Life is always hard
but love is always simple
I have seen many examples in my life
When they don have it, they yearn for it ~
When they have it, they lost interest with it ~
Here a piece of advice for all
Learn from the past, Appreciate the present, and create a better future~
Don't coz of silly thing and give up so easily ~
Appreciate what u have and get a hold on it =)

Day 24 : Monday ~

Today again nothing to do ... haha
But i managed to find something for myself to do ..
I collected the data about number of worker and technician at one area ..
And kept on recording time while counting the numbers ..
And 4 30 pm ! my work ended .. hehe .. so happy
Then i suddenly remember about something ...
I thought of it whole night during Sunday ...
I searched my phone ... and i realized something ...
I have sms with Lynn over 1500+ ...
I have taken pic with Lynn over 800 to 900 pics ..
its just 4 months plus .....
4 months plus is around 120 days ....
which means i sms with her 10 to 12 per day ...
I take pic with her 6 to 8 pics per day ...
What a number !! We have taken pic and sms so much last 4 months
We both like to chat ~ and we both like to take picture ~
When i look back the pics .... i feel happy ~
When i look back the sms .... i feel warm ~
During the last 4 months ... we have encountered many problems ...
Gotten into many types of situation ....
Bitter moment when she decided to be just friend with me ~
Sour moment when she decided to couple after 25 years old ~
Sweet moment when she accepted to be my girl friend ~
During the processes , i have taken pictures and saved the sms ...
It will always be with me .... my little happiness when i feel empty ...
I will look at them ... and i will feel happy .. it is our memories ~
Don't you think so Lynn ? I believe you like it too =)
My little blog ~~~~ it is for you ~~ i write it just for you Lynn ~~

~Sweet memories~

Day 23 : Emotional Day

As usual , early in the morning we headed to Botanical Park and jogging
Jogging was nice as i didn't exercise much since i started working ....
Even tho i was very tired that time ... but i did enjoy the process
Then we bought our breakfast at Bukit Baru hawker stall ..
Finally i got my Cha kuey .... it was nice but too much for me ...
We headed back and cont our big project .... movie maker !!
I taught Lynn and Lydia how to use movie maker .. although i'm not good ..
But they were learning fast that time and managed to make one video out ..
Impressive !!! Lynn was so lazy to make one .. Hangat hangat tahi ayam ..
Then she felt very tired and fall asleep ... however i did not want to sleep ..
I knew if i sleep ... i will miss the time with her ... i wanna enjoy it with her ..
I sat on bed and kept on thinking idea to surprise her ...
Finally , i tot of one idea ... i took out the " love " tag and started to write on it ..
I made it like a game ... treasure hunt game ... she will like it i guess ..
I stick it in different places and put hints on it ...
The hint i put kinda obvious so that she won't need to think too much ..
I knew that if she can't solve the riddle ... she will give up soon and lose interest ..
So i called her and guided her throughout the game ...
Finally she found it all ... i wrote my feelings on the last piece of " love " tag ...
I knew if i spoke to her bluntly bout my feeling .. she might think is fake ...
Hopefully the way i conveyed my feelings to her will reach her heart ....
After i finished setting up the game .. i went down with her and watched tv ...
Then she fetched me to Melaka Sentral and i couldn't control my feeling ..
I knew i will miss her so much after i left Malacca ... i felt very sad that time ..
I just hope she won't leave my side until i finished my Industrial training ...
I really love you Lynn ... you are my precious dear ... miss you ! :(

Day 22 : Saturday

On Saturday, we went for shopping at DP and MP ~
I knew that my dear Lynn likes surprise very much
Thus, i have planned one surprise for her
I told her that i wanna buy something for my sister
who is coming back from Aussie next few months ...
Actually the present is for her ... i wanna buy for her ..
So i asked her to choose for me ...
I told her my sis's taste is exactly same as hers ..
She believed it and searched for present with me ..
She kept on choosing present for 26 years old woman ..
I started to feel panic at that moment ..
I kept on asking her to choose for 22 years old woman's preference ..
At last she found it out :( ... suddenly she got so smart than ever !
She worried bout my money ... doesn't want me to spend anymore ..
However i bought her favourite skirt and she bought me Polo Tee =)
We had McD Happy Meal as lunch as she liked that meal so much ...
We walked around DP and MP .... we had some funny moments tho ..
And some romantic moments as well at DP there =)
Then we went home and slept for a while before dinner ..
We had dinner at hawker stall ... quite okay the food ...
Lynn mommy ordered many foods for us ...
Quite expensive but i appreciated it =)
Coz my mom wont order so much food normally ...
After that we bought cake from Italy cake house and headed to Wing's
At Wing's there i kept on worrying bout Lynn might expose her pantie ...
Coz she was wearing short skirt .. hehe .. i kinda old fashioned bout this matter..
However we had fun tho at there ... facebook and snap picture while waiting ..
Then chin and the gang reached and we had small gathering there ..
12 o'clock sharp and we were preparing for the cake ...
The waiter had spoilt the fun when he came and asked for celebration delay
But we still had fun smacking chin face with cream .. hehe ..
The cake was nice but we couldn't finish it ...
After the celebration we went to my house and take CD ...
Then headed back home and enjoyed !

Day 21 : Malacca Life ~

Friday work was so so only ...
I managed to type finish my ITP report
After that i don't have anything to do
Since my bosses not around .. they were on leave
So i just walk around and slacking off with my boss
We chit chated in spare part room .. hehe
Then i rushed to Bus Station after 4 something ..
Yesterday i was quite surprised that bus come earlier !
i thought bus will come around 5 30 pm .. good job !
The journey quite smooth and i reached Malacca safely
Our very first destination is Bukit Baru Satay !!
Nice satay with cheap price =)
I ate 10 sticks and she ate 5 sticks .. and take away with 20 sticks
After dinner , we went for her friends reunion gathering
The gathering was all girls .. i was the only guy there ..
Actually i feel quite shy there ... hehe .. just didn't say it out ..
Anyway her friends were all friendly =)
Then we came back home and ready to sleep ~~~

Message for Lynn : I have missed you so much dear ! <3

Day 20 : Yeah !

Today i never fell asleep during my working hours !
Wohooo .. what a great achievement is that !
However still the same .. no job was assigned to me again
Anyway i am looking forward to Friday .. hehe
I waited so long for Friday ...

I have many things to do with you ~
I have many things to say to you ~
I wanna experience many new things with you ~
No matter where you go ~
I will follow you ~
No matter where i go ~
Will you follow me ? =p

Day 19 : Wednesday !

Wohoo ! So fast Wednesday !!
Just 2 days to Friday !! So fast ...
Thanks to Quality Compliance department for giving me things to do
The times passes quicker whenever i have something to do
And i can learn the procedures of their job ... not too bad ..

The time passes so fast and i realize that Lynn will get her job soon
Then we will have lesser time to interact with each other ...
I know that Lynn is getting boring with me .. lesser topic to chat
But she still continue to chat with me worry i might feel unhappy with it
I am happy that she concern bout me worry that i might feel unhappy
But i do hope she can do her own things even if i am online
Of cos i will feel happy if i am her main priority
But my main priority is her happiness ... i do hope she feel happy too
So Lynn , enjoy yourself whenever you want ..
Don't because of me change yourself ... =)
By the way .. today is the first day we go out while holding hand in front of your family
Cheers ~

P/S : don't mean anything ar ! just write out my opinion only .. re....lek.... ~

Day 18 : Sleepy Day

Today as usual .... no work at all ...
Just helping out colleague do some excel job ..
And i have started to write on my final report ..
Good thing is i have all the information i want there ..
Anyway , let's talk about private life ..
Today is our anniversary day .. 1 month anniversary
I remember one month ago , 15/5/10 , we went to the graduation dinner together
Even though we coupled for already few days , but we still haven't publicly hold hand ..
However the graduation dinner gave me a great chance to hold her hand ..
For your information , i can't hold her hand unless she gave me a green light ..
I got so excited that day that she asked me to hold her hand ! wow !
We hold hand and walked into the Hotel together for dinner ..
I can see her face turning red when her friends were looking at us ...
For some times she quickly pulled her hand away due to her shyness ...
Then that day we went for clubbing at Arena ...
Although we didn't know how to dance .. But we did enjoy our moment there =)
Here some messages for you Lynn ~

I am very happy being with you ,
Thanks for appearing in my life ,
I love you so much ! =)



I missed her hair !



She looked so mature last time

Day 14 , 15 , 16 , 17

Day 14 Friday ~

Friday after my work was done. I rushed to the bus station.
I was frustrated that time coz the bus came one hour late !
Wasted my one hour in Selangor ... swt
However my mood turn better when i reached Malacca....
Finally can meet her again ... i feel so happy that time .. hehe
When i reached there , the first thing is makan !!!
I was so hungry that time and we decided to have a walk at JJ
We had our first night dinner at Ajisen Ramen =)
The ramen there was okay ... not too bad ...
However i didn't enjoy the ramen much ...
I enjoyed the moment with my dearest ppl instead.
After our dinner , we shopped around ... tried clothes at Padini~
She was so cute when she tried the clothes ..
But she decided not to buy it first due to her kiamness .. wakaka
Then we went around JJ and she bought masks from Watson's
We walked for around 1 hour plus for window shopping.
We managed to buy First Pride nugget before we decided to go out.
Later on we had supper with EP gang and went home sleep ~~~
However we had some sweet moments during the night time .. hiak hiak

Day 15 Saturday

Saturday we had to wake up early to go for early prayer at Jonker street.
I went there and prayed for my relationship with friend and Lynn. =)
Of cos i did pray for my health and education as well.
Then we had our breakfast nearby and took a short nap afterward.
Around 1 pm something we went for movie with mei chi ...
The karate kid was superb ...... not a bad investment for RM 10 movie .
I saw Lynn cried out and so emotional when watching it ..wakaka.
After that we had dinner with her family members nearby.
Then we went to Jonker and got our very first couple ring =)
The rings were so lovely .....i only bought it for you Lynn not others =)
Besides we bought some nice foods there as well...
We went back home after a while and started to chat with everyone
Here again we had our sweet moment during the night ...
However i felt a bit sad coz after that night i need to leave Malacca =(

Day 16 Sunday

Early in the morning , we went jogging at Recreation Park.
We were so energetic at first , Lynn kept on swinging her hands.
During jogging we saw monkeys , the monkeys were so cute ...
But Lynn so scared of them ... kecut kecut .. wakaka
We jogged for 3 rounds ... inside the park..
During the third round, Lynn started to lose his breath.
She didn't swing her hands anymore and kept quiet all the time.
She was so tired after the jogging .
Then we went hawker stall and bought our breakfast there.
I ate Wan Tan Mee and Lynn had Mee Rebus as her breakfast
We took a short nap and went to Sakura House afterward.
We had lunch with her relatives at Sakura House ..
The foods were okay and expensive .
I prefer to eat at other place coz can eat more .. hehe
We came back after the lunch and relaxed for a while.
After that we went to eat soya foods ...
The traffic around Red house was so terrible ..
Keep Jam Jam Jam and Jam .. Cars from Johor , Selangor , KL and Singapore were jamming the road !
We changed our route course to avoid traffic jam ...
Then we saw tons of Malacca cars there .. LOL ... Malacca drivers were so smart tho.
We reached Soya shop there and had some foods there..
The foods over there were decent but we managed to take some photos there
A while later we drove home and had dinner then started to pack to go home =(
Before packing we had funny and sweet moment inside her room ...
Thanks to Lydia , helps us to snap and record those pics and video =)
They dropped me at Sentral there and i took the last bus back to Shah Alam
I felt sad but i didn't show it out, i knew she will feel sad too if she saw me that.
Maybe she didn't feel sad after few weeks but i do feel sad every time i left Malacca..
I missed her face , her voice and her house .... I missed her so much ...
But i need to go on with my life as my training days were still going on ...

Day 17 Monday

Today i didn't do anything there , just copy down some notes ...
However before i go back , my colleague asked for my help on excel things.
I helped her then went home afterward.
I bought bus tickets to Malacca again .. hiak hiak
For Lynn , see you again in Malacca this coming weekend
Don't feel too bad bout the convo thing .
I will help you to inquire about it =)

Our sweet sweet memories =)

Day 13 : Weird Day

Today working life very normal
so i want to proceed to private life

Today i super swt .... really really swt ....
Don't know how to explain my swtness .....
super super swt.... geram plus a lil swt plus feeling funny ....
I also don't know what happening d ...
bye bye

Day 12 : Raining ~

Today works are very normal.
Construct mapping and flow chart.
That's all , quite simple.
But i do feel tired when i came back.
Let's move on to next topic

I remember last time ......
I always go outings ... eat .... play ... sleep ...
quite relaxing and fun
life without stress and worry
That time i was with my friends
everyone was chatting around and joking around
After last semester, everything has changed
I believe on one theory which can apply to everyone
" one's life is on equilibrium state "
In order to gain something , you will lose something too on the other hand.
If you pick up rm 5 from floor , mean there is someone else drop rm5 to floor.
It is an equilibrium world. No one will be happy forever.
If you feel happy today , in the future you might feel sad.

The moral of the story is ..........
Appreciate what you have now ........
Don't cry over spilled milk .......
If you so happened miss out your present happiness ....
Don't feel regret over it .....
So learn from past .... treasure the present ..... create a better future =)

Random topic 2 =)

Okay , before this i have talked bout friend.
How about couple ?
Is every couple the same?
Let me explain it.

1) Couple A
- They play around together and keep teasing each other. Some couples might envy them for being so lovely and some couples will think that " Wow , it is so embarrassing if we are like that ". Well , i think Couple A is quite close to each other. They will only act like that because they are close enough.

2) Couple B
- They don't like to be too showy in the public. They are the so called low profile couple. On the surface you might see them not couple like at all. In fact, they are so sweet. They just don't like to show it out. It seems like they prefer to stay just in their own lovely world to me.

3) Couple C
- They are so sweet all the time. This is what the public so called sweet lover. They miss each other so much. Wanna meet each other badly. Not just for first few years. They can be like that for a long period. Not every couple can be so sweet because nowadays youngster prefer more freedom life. They prefer to take a break from couple life and do their own things. *wink wink*

4) Couple D
- This is the so called normal couple. They are sweet during romantic time and normal during normal time. Most couples are like that by the way. However they can be very lovey dovey during their romantic period.

5) Couple E
- This type of couple is quite special. They don't act like an couple at all. They look like best friend more than couple. They will talk to each other like friend, don't meet each other so often and have their own life style. However they still love each other deep in their heart.

So which type of couple you are with your dearest ? =)
Don't worry , any type of couple will lead to the same happiness !
Re......lek........ la .......

Day 11 : Just For you

For the past few working days, i kept on complaining here about no task is given to me.
Finally my first task is attend meeting and construct charts.
I feel bored when i don't have anything to do.
But at the same time i do feel tired when i need to do something.
I feel so dilemma now, should i feel happy or not if task is given to me ?
Anyway i just got back home so i shouldn't think much bout it.
I don't like to touch bout office thing when i got back home.
I wish the 16th week will come sooner =(
After the 16th week, i will rush back to Malacca as soon as possible
Then we shall be together everyday !
Don't worry i will give you time to rest and watch drama . Haha .
By that time you should start working already.
So i can only meet you up at night time or weekend.
Well , i am happy that can see you everyday even just a short time =)

You said you missed the trip days
But do you know that ......
If everyday is like trip days
You will get bored very very soon
So romantic days won't happen everyday
It will only happen once in a while
So called special day
By the way today is our special day =)
8/5/10
The day we had so much memories together
Thanks for being one month with me
I love you so much~ =)



5/8/10 Having dinner at Sakura House

Random topic =)

Since i am very free now. Then i shall share some of my experiences to all.
What is friend ?

1) Normal Friend
- Friend that will chit chat for around few minutes when meet each other

Example :
A : Hey , long time no see ! How are you ?
B : Yeah, I am fine . How are you ?
A : Fine here too .. hehe .. I need to go do something first .. Next time yamcha ok ?
B : ok .. see you next time .. call me when you are free =)

However , they will not yamcha together normally. Just a way to have more dialogue with friends.

2) Distant Friend
- So called Hi Bye friend or ignore each other when they meet face to face

Example :
A : Hi !
B : Hi !

or

A : Hi !
B : ( pretending didn't see A by sms-ing )

3) Best Friend Type A
- Close friend when play around together. They will become quite distant when they don't contact each other.

Example :
A : Wei ! sa po ! I miss you le !!
B : Ya la !! you no find me pon .. ish !
( After a few months )

A: Hey you back hometown d ma ?? Want go gathering ?
B : See first ba ... if can tell you

4) Best Friend Type B
- Close friend when play together. Even they separated for few months or few years, they are still best friend.

Example
A : Wei ! sa po ! I miss you le !!
B : Ya la !! you no find me pon .. ish !
( After a few months )

A : Wah ! Back hometown no find me la ! Sien
B : Sayang ... I sure find you de la ! ish

5) Best Friend Type C
- Close friend forever even without proper communication. They don't need conversation to maintain their relationship

Example
A : Hey, What time wanna go eat ?
B : See you ... I don't time

Note : Even a plain conversation , they can maintain their relationship very well.

6) Not Friend
- This is quite simple, don't need further explain it. They just hate each other or don't know each other.

Example :
A : Diam la ... everyday make noise .. bi li ba la bi li ba la !
B : Siam la .. i have my own freedom...

7) Friend on surface
- This is quite common in nowadays. They are so called two faces or two-headed snake. They are friend with you on surface and stab you without you knowing.

Example :
A : Hehe, you are so brilliant !
B : Welcome , you are smart too =)

( After a moment )

A : B is so cocky man .... can't really stand him ...
C : Oh really ? I thought both of you are close friend ?


So , which type of friend you are =)

Day 10 : Normal day

I finally can have my first task since my training day started.
But the task given to me is not related to what i have studied before.
I have a feeling, that feeling is quite similar with National Service time.
Everyday i just wait the time to pass, counting the remaining days.
I feel so bored and don't have anything to do.
Everyday is just the same thing, wake up early finish work and sleep.
Although i appreciate that i can experience the working environment.
But i just can't get used to it in such a short time.
I have no motivation at all to work. Just wanna quickly my training ASAP.
Of course, I will commit 100 % to the company that hired me as trainee.
However, i feel happy whenever i have my break during my internship.
I can call you and chat with you =)
Finally i think of one nice Chinese phrase " 苦中一点甜 " .
Perfect phrase to describe my current situation.
But Lynn ar, if i call you when you sleeping, straight away scold me le.
Next time i will sms you before i call you up =)

Your existence
Has brighten up my life
Your face and your voice
Make me feel so warm and happy
Thanks for being part of my life
Thank you Lynn =)

Day 7 , 8 , 9 : Mix feeling days

Day 7

My work for that day is very simple.
Read manuals, walk around and see around.
However, I realized that HR people are so rude.
They gave me oversize uniforms and ignore me.
Anyway, I forgot about it when i reached home.
I cooked her nuggets, burgers and sausage.
Then i waited 1 hour for bus and 3 hours drive to Malacca.
I felt frustrated and i forgot about it when i arrived.
When i first saw her, I felt a lil gap between us.
However, i felt better when i interacted with her.
We chatted like the days before my training day.
That day i missed her hair, her hand and her everything.
I really like her so much.
Then we had supper at Mori's cafe there with some friends =)

Day 8

I woke up early in the morning.
We had breakfast and chatted before heading to cinema.
We watched Prince of Persia and it was just so-so only.
But i did have fun with her and her sis too.
However, we all felt bad when she lost her rm40 there.
Hopefully she can learn from mistake and don't get upset =)
Then we got back home and started to get ready for her family dinner.
We had a lil surprise for her uncle birthday. Wakaka.
Then we went to Giant and shopped around.
Finally we backed to home and had a nice sleep !
Not forget to mention that she baked a nice cake =) Really nice !
But i felt sad when i knew that i only had one day in Malacca =(

Day 9

Early in the morning we went to eat dim sum with her family.
The dim sum quite nice and cheap ! unexpected.
We planned to walk around after our breakfast.
However we canceled the plan due to laziness. Wakaka.
Then we had lil chat in her room.
I realized that she felt stress being in a relationship.
I understood that she missed the life of being single.
Can go outing with any friends she wants.
Can do the things she wants to do.
Freedom life, I kind of guilty that i took away her freedom.
I wished she can live the way she used to live.
So i decided to give her freedom and some private spaces.
Oh ya, special thanks to her mommy for the chocolate cake. =)
When she drove me to Sentral. I felt very very sad.
I knew that i can't see her anymore in 5 days time.
I was very scared of losing her at that moment.
I worried that she might think wrongly again in the coming week.
I don't know what to do at that time.
I just hope that she can do what she wants to do and live happily.

I worry that you might regret being with me.
I am scared of losing you. That's why i keep asking you the same question
" 你有后悔吗跟我在一起？"
If you feel sad, i feel sad too.
So i don't wish that your actions are restricted because of me.
When i don't have anything to do, i will miss the time being with you.
When you don't reply my message, i will think that i disturbed you.
When you feel too boring, i scare that u might think wrongly.
When you decided to go working at KL, i afraid of losing you.
Lean on me whenever u feel stress.
Lean on me whenever u feel sad.
Lean on me whenever u feel boring.
I will always be there for you.
I just wish that you feel happy and freely do what you want to do.
so cheer up my dear =)

Day 6 : Strong feeling day

Today I didn't do anything at all. No jobs were assigned to me. I just sat there and enjoy my day. Quite disappointing. However i have the chance to sms with Lynn. When Lynn said she was asked to be interviewed at KL there. I had a mix feeling back then. I knew that our relationship might enter a danger zone but i do wish her can get a decent job out there for a fresh graduate. I hope she can find a job at Malacca. Her mom can take care of her meals and others. Anyway i will respect her decision whether to work at Malacca or KL.

P/S : Sorry for keep calling you today. I might disturb you study for your interview ><.

Day 5 : First day of working

Today is my first day of working. Although it's a bit tiring but i have learned a lot from Mr. Prakash and Mr. Ravi. They are nice colleague and willing to teach me everything that is related to my job scope. My working hours is from 7 30 am to 4 30 pm. IDS do provide uniform, long pants and safety boot. Basically i do not need to buy anything formal clothes for my training. Wakaka.

Although today is a bit tiring. But i do not forget to sms Lynn. Hiak hiak. But at first Lynn do not reply and i thought she might be sleeping during that time. During my lunch time, i call her up and nobody pick up the phone. After i came back from work, i called her and realized that she forgot to bring her phone along. Wakakaka, i thought she got lost in Malacca. Glad to know that she went out have fun with friends rather than watch drama at home. By the way, i will be coming back on Friday this week. Lynn, i shall see u during that day =) I miss you like crazy ~~

Day 4 : Romantic day

Dear lynn ,

Today is my day off, so i have decided to stay with you. =)
I missed the days we stay together.
I missed ~~~~~~~

The day we shopping together ~
Whenever we walk past shop lots, I will ask you wanna buy
it or not and I will buy you snacks whenever
you feel hungry =)



The day we eat together ~
Whenever you feel hungry, I will bring you to places that
you rarely go eat like Secret Recipe.



The day we watch movie together ~
Whenever you feel boring, I will bring you to watch movie
that you like. I know you like to watch
comedy and romance
movie =)



The day we sing k together ~
Whenever you finish your assignment or exam, I will
bring you go sing k to celebrate it. We always
sing love song together such as
今天你要嫁给我 =)



The day we study together ~
Whenever you feel stress, I will accompany you
study in library during exam week.
I will score first class just
for you Lynn



The day we go outing together ~
Whenever we go outing together with your precious friends,
I will wear the best clothes that i have and
wax my hair not to disappoint
you in front of your
friends =)



The day we go trip together ~
Whenever you feel cold, I will cover your body with jacket.
I will hold your hand to make sure you won't
fell down easily. I will massage your
head whenever you feel
headache.



I will cherish you and our relationship ~

I will take care of you in everything ~

I will hold your hand when crossing road ~

I will guide you throughout our life ~

We will be happy ever after like fairy tale story ~

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