Day 3 : Lucky day

Today i went to IDS early in the morning. I was so nervous that time. I entered the place and was stopped by the security. The security said that there were some poisonous gas remained inside the premise after fumigation on Sunday. I waited there 15 minutes then i walked to HR department. The HR department door need to be opened by card and i don't have it. So i asked one Indian guy who was standing in front of the office. Coincidentally he was the HR department head who i need to meet up before i continue my day. He took me in and asked me to take a seat in the office. Then there was another Chinese girl talked to me about the internship. The officer who was supposed to in charge of me was taking leave. So the HR head asked me to report on Wednesday and i just walked out from the office and headed home. Haha .. here comes my 2 days off before my internship !

Next i wanna talk bout the girl i love. After i was sent back home, the very first thing is i sms her. I guessed she still sleeping and i decided to wait her online. Finally she online and i felt so happy. I kept looking at her even though she was watching drama that time. I ended up call her because i missed her voice badly. I miss her so much since the day i left Malacca. I called her twice in one day. I guess tonight i will call her again. I love you Lynn , don't give up no matter what happen ! where to find ??? muack !

Day 2 : Day before training

Today i realize that my home is totally different with Malacca home. At Malacca i can sleep to the fullest, no interruption and so much freedom. But at here, i need to wake up early, get ready to work and live systematically. I know that i need to change myself to systematically life. But i still love my freedom at Malacca. Not to say i don't like being at home. Just i wish i can do what i want and live my own way. Today i went to Klang Parade, I saw someone selling comb. I thought of Lynn's comb at that time. But i straight away think others because i know i will sad if keep thinking that. Tonight need to get ready for my training day. Cheers~

Day 1 : Day without you

I write here not because wanna show off my status but wanna tell her how am i feeling now. At first i feel normal when i got into the bus. I feel glad as usual when she got home safely. Then i feel very sad when we on our webcam. I look at her, her face, her lips and her eyes. I knew i only can see but not touch. I feel sad and can't stop my tears from dropping. I know it is silly that a guy cries for silly reason. I don't know what to do anymore now. I can only hope next weekend will come faster. Then i can go back meet her. I don't know what to write or describe my feeling now. sigh

Sweet Sour and Bitter Memories

I knew that i need to be back home for my training today. But i don feel like leaving my dearest place Malacca and my dearest person Lynn. Before that day i keep on telling Lynn that we will be okay. I will come back every weekend for her. But i never expect that i will feel so sad during the night before i go back to hometown.

That night is a very emotional night for me. But i keep it hidden because i don't wanna let Lynn knows about it. We went for movie and we enjoyed ourselves there. Then we went to D'puteh aka fruit juice place. Suddenly i feel so emotional and i wanna share all those feelings and memories to my dearest Lynn.

Here are the feelings and memories :-

This is the first time you take a snap of photo with my hand phone.3/6/10








This is the first time we eat dinner at " Wang Chao ". 3/6/10









We were singing k during that time 7/3/10







We were watching Alice in the Wonderland 8/3/10














We were watching movie again 2/4/10















Movie again plus sushi king =) 15/4/10










Relaxing inside my room 17/4/10








First time we study together in library 23/4/10








Went to sing k before final exam =)24/4/10







Relaxing inside my room before going back to library 27/4/10








Her debate presentation day 28/4/10











Right after her FYP presentation and we were going to Windmill 29/4/10







We were taking dinner nearby Bukit Beruang 6/5/10






Our very special day at Sakura house and MBO 8/5/10






Relaxing again in my house =) 9/5/10









Annual dinner plus clubbing ! 15/5/10










Preparing for our lovely trip ! 16/5/10











Our lovely trip =) 17/5/10










Pizza hut day and our shopping day ! 22/5/10










Secret Recipe day =) 23/5/10








Lynn new hair ! pretty girl ! 24/5/10














There are many more happy memories from 24 to 28 of May. During the day of my departure, i feel sad and wanna stay at Malacca or just take Lynn with me. But i cannot be so selfish. I will feel sad whenever i look at her face through webcam. I will look forward to next weekend and we shall meet again !

Here are some messages to you :

Thanks for appearing in my life,
Thanks for choosing me over so many fans,
Thanks for accompany me when i feel sad,
You are the one i love the most,
I love you Lynn

Rainy day

Today we will be going to sing k ! But now rain heavily. Maybe the plan need to be postponed for 1 hour =( .By the way thank god everything went smoothly for yesterday after our super bad day. Hopefully tonight there will be no rain so that we can have our BBQ plan as normal.

First activity of the day is sing k ! We will be going to Dreambox for sing k =) . Then the second activity of the day is shopping.We need to shop for ingredients for tonight BBQ plan. After that we need to get back to Lynn's house to prepare for BBQ. Wonder how is the taste of her spaghetti? hiak hiak

Bad day

When we were having supper at Dimsum shop Melaka Raya there, we saw someone was burning something throw away bad luck. At first i don't know what was that. Then Lynn told me the story behind that fellow action. Lynn worried about it and i keep convinced her nothing bad will happen to us. I thought it is just a superstitious thing, but when she was driving back to Bukit Beruang..... here comes the bad thing. At first we saw motorcyclists drove another way then another car also drove another way. I was wondering that time what is happening? I never expect that the policeman will stop us for speeding. We were driving at normal speed all the way. Then he asked for driving license and the driving license was expired. He asked us to drive aside and start writing summon. Actually i wanted to bribe him that time but i don't have the experience. When i think back now i should have bribe him that time so that Lynn mommy won't pay that much for tat summon. Lynn seemed worry but i couldn't do anything to help her. Hopefully this is the end of our bad day and good thing will come to us =)

P/S : Sorry Lynn ! i don't know how to help you >< .

Incoming outings

2 of my friends are coming to Melaka coming Tuesday, xw and cs. I don't know how long will they stay here. I'm looking forward to meet them tomorrow. Oh ya not forget to mention that we will organize a BBQ party coming Wednesday =) I can imagine so much fun during that day ! By the way 5 days remaining for me =(

Random

Nothing special today, just that i changed my facebook status from single to in relationship. I feel happy when so many people congratulate me. Oh ya the happiest thing today is movie time! So funny when i saw someone keep hiding behind her bag while watching the movie =p . By the way XW and CS are coming to Melaka coming Tuesday. 5 days remaining for me to stay in Melaka =(

Day after trip~

We had so much fun during our 5 Days 4 Nights trip =) .Hopefully everyone enjoys to the fullest during that trip. Although snorkeling and swimming are not my favourite activities, but i do enjoy spending my remaining precious time before working day with Lynn. Our relationship is getting better and better during that trip and i love her so much. After that trip, we r so exhausted. Next morning Lynn, Lydia and i went for our first Melaka one day trip =p . First destination is Pizza Hut~. We tried the new pizza and it was so delicious and yummy! By the way Lynn barely know how to differentiate left right.wakakaka. Then we decided to go New JJ. We wanted to shop for my formal clothes as my working day is drawing near =(. We managed to buy one from Soda and 3 from Padini. After that we had our Hi-Tea at O-town coffee shop. The french toast was so oily. Then we walked around New JJ until dinner time. We went to Lynn's house for dinner. The spaghetti which prepared by Aunt was so delicious. Thanks! Next destination after dinner is Jonker Walk. Too bad we were forced to leave early due to rain. Here comes New JJ again! This time we got the chance to taste " Shi Lin " Fried chicken and Oyster noodle. Then we walked around New JJ again. Lastly we had supper with my housemates together with Lynn , Lydia and Canary at Capitol Satay Celup. When we were about to pay bill, the owner lured us to continue eating with his super big prawn. The size of the prawn is about 15cm to 20cm long and the price is just rm0.80 ! wow ! Finally we ended our one day trip in Melaka. Thanks for Lynn and Lydia who accompany me during our trip =)

Day b4 trip~

Happy plus lil bit of sadness. What is a memorable trip? A memorable trip is go trip with a bunch of friends and laugh together like mad people. But this incoming trip i guess won't as fun as i thought. Some don't really want to go, some might faking his smile, some i don't really know well. I missed my last few trips. I really enjoyed my previous trips with true friends. Too bad time can't turn back. However one happy thing enough to cover up all sad things. I'm going to have my first trip with someone =) cheers ~

Annual Dinner~

Yesterday we had our annual dinner at Renaissance Hotel to celebrate Lynn and her coursemates' last paper and graduation.Although the food is just average and the choices are limited, but we do manage to chitchat and take plenty of photos. After our dinner, our next destination is ARENA ! Everyone is enjoying the music inside but not the smoke smell. I was surprised when Lynn danced when she heard her favourite song.Wakaka.Shake here shake there so funny~ Then the last destination is Infasha mamak. At there we chitchat-ed then back home due to too tired. Happy graduation to all of FLS students ! =)

Island Trip ~

First island trips for me !!! Finally i can go have fun after a such hectic period =) .Today we will go get our stuffs such as junk foods, sunblock and others. Not forget to mention Sing K tonight. 5 hours straight sing k,hiak hiak.Today we will have marathon from afternoon till midnight.

For those who graduating soon~ my housemates

My housemates

CCF - My roommate since foundation till now, he can eat alot sleep alot and play alot. Although he is not graduating soon. But i keras keras wan put his name here. Hiak hiak

CS- My roommate from my foundation year. He super thin but strong =( always kalah arm wrestling with him.

JY - My housemate since Beta till now. Si nakal since last time. However he brings us alot of fun and has become part of wonderful memory in my life =)

HB - My housemate since Beta till now. He very quiet and can be quite aggressive on sensitive issue, rasakan !

PUBO - My housemate since Beta till now. Super quiet but he can be funny too sometimes when we go for trip =)

CSS - My housemate since Beta till delta. Hamsap king plus game king . Undisputed champion =)

HAO - My housemate since Beta till Gamma. Ini orang super small gas sometime but sometime can be quite frenly and helpful fren =)

LW - My housemate since Gamma until now. He is handsome and quiet sometimes. My house de che shen.

EV -My housemate from Gamma. He super super quiet but like to play game. I enjoy see him playing FFXII in my room =)

KURTZ - My housemate from Delta. He super tam chiak and calculative. But i must admit that he can be helpful and frenly . Nice fren !

KEVIN - My housemate from Delta. He sometime will get for no reason. But i enjoyed listen to his story since beta until now =)

My very first blog =)

Today i shall start writing my own blog. I feel sad for my best fren after i have read his blog. I think back wat was happening few months ago. However this sem is a special sem. There are sweet and bitter moments for all of our unit ppl.

Let's start talk bout my own opinion and put an end on this special sem. I remember b4 the sem starts, we have so much fun during our Genting trip. Eventho we got freaked out by the ghost thing, it was a nice experience for all of us .. hiak hiak .Oh ya not to mention that i feel so surprised when i realized lw changed alot since the last time i saw him. Reason of changing image is unknown to me.

Then the tough sem has started. Argghhh , i really hate study.But i nid to go on since i donwan to waste my parents money. Life is still the same for me , play sleep eat. Here comes the main turning point of this sem, everyone changed after this day.

-4th Feb JY birthday, we planned to celebrate his birthday at Carry On. After we finished our meal then we went to sing k at Jetty there. The next day i realized that my housemate kurtz said to hb tat he wanna chase after lynn .. the girl i hav feeling with. I feel shocked but i couldn't do anything. He is the 1 who say it out first so i shall let him. Everynite i will pretend go to Kurtz room and ask for their progress, i feel sad when Kurtz just keep smiling there.

-11th Feb is a memorable day for me. I went group outing with the girl i like and my housemates. As usual i feel sad coz i nid to assist my fren. I keep guiding my fren and provide chances for them. However i feel happy that we talk to each other during tat day and i realized my like towards her is growing stronger.

-12,13th Feb we chit chat at MSN there from morning till midnite, I feel so happy when chitchat ing with her. She is a nice and frenly girl. Although i noe she doesn't like Kurtz, but there is a person in her heart which she couldn't put down so easily. The funniest thing during our chatting is i just put an example of confession , she really tot i was confessing to her tat time after just one day we knew each other well. She said too fast for us to start relationship .. maybe after we know each other longer period. Although i don't mean to confess to her tat day, but i feel sad too when i hear tat reply.Not forget to mention that i feel happy coz i got her HP number... hiak hiak =P

-14-20th Feb I rmb i keep sms her coz i miss her when she go bai bai her relatives. But i feel guilty as well when i realized that i shouldn't do tat to my fren coz he was chasing after her. Tat time i asked him in serious tone, "what if i like her ?" he answered something like don qiang with him. He is my fren so i decided to let him and stop MSN with her. However i just couldn't stop like tat coz i like her. What a confusing week for me.

-21th Feb CNY visit day ! First stop of visit day is Lynn house, haha of cos i feel nervous when i enter her house coz she is the girl i like. i rmb i was waiting for hb at the gate there and she keep asking me to come in first. Her mommy give me an Ang Pau and i still keep it until now inside my wallet. Ohya tat day she wore a pretty dress ~ Next stop is Chi house, here comes second turning point of the sem. We gambled and had dinner there. Wat a treat from chi family , quite grand for a family meal. After the dinner , lw and cf start going for one girl named chi.

22th Feb CNY bei zhan day ! wakakakak so nice the food over there .. but too little d.Then we back to EP and continue gamble and truth or dare game. The most shocking question during tat game is Lynn ask Kurtz " if i like ur housemate, wat will u do ? " i realized that she had feeling towards me as well. I feel happy tat day but i cannot be too overconfident as i haven't make thing clear. Then i double confirm it with Canary and Chi keep asking me bout Lynn. Of cos i feel happy bout it but Kurtz is my fren .. so i decided to talk to him first b4 i approach Lynn.

26th Feb I approached Kurtz after my midterm exam. At first he still hehe smiling at there. But when i told him wat was happening between me , Lynn and Kurtz . He got shocked and feel sad. Of cos i feel sad bout it too for whole day. Then i realized that we hav gap after i told him everything. =(

1st March I feel sad when Lynn said she felt more comfortable of being fren. I can't do anything but respect her decision. After tat day i approached her everyday until now. Hopefully one day can impress her.

Mid Term Break Oh man , my house is breaking apart due to my thing with kurtz and cf thing with lw. However there is one thing happened during tat period. My fren named A confessed to me, i feel shocked and i dunno wat to do at all. I know i like Lynn so much but i don't wanna hurt her. I rejected her and try to console her. However all my efforts failed, she felt very very sad. But my action is correct coz i don't wanna cheat her and my feeling. Oh ya not to mention we had a nice A farmosa trip during mid term break =)

Middle of March I feel happy of being close to Lynn, we sms each other everyday. Although she is bad tempered and tyrannize , but i still like her so much . My feeling towards her grow stronger and stronger from time to time. I wonder how she thinks bout me after tat day she said feel more comfortable of being fren. My fren A confessed to me again during March and i hurt her again. I feel very bad during tat time. =(

April Assignment and exam month for me !!! same goes to Lynn who rush her FYP and assignment. She is a strong girl and donwan to lean on me , so i suggested that when she nid me .. sms me .. i will on call for her =) .This month is so hectic for me, assignment assignment assignment... #$!%!#%!^!#^&!&!@#$!$!

May My feeling towards Lynn really very solid for now. 8th is our special day ! hiak hiak ... 11th is special day for us too ... Sweet and Bitter moment ... Sweet during day , bitter during nite =(

15th May Finally all of my frens finished their exam !!! All can enjoy to the fullest. However today i read back my best fren blog, i feel so so so sad about it.. haiz =( .I hope i can do something to console him =)