Day 52,53,54,55,56,57,58

Lately i have been lazying around after my work
But i still need to continue my blog
Until i finish my training and back to Malacca
I must continue writing it
Today is already Day 58
i can't believe it it is Day 58 d
Almost 2 months since i left Malacca
Another 60 days till i back Malacca perhaps?
Another 15 - 20 days till our three month anniversary
Then i can back to my sweet sweet home Malacca
I will find my dearest sweet sweet love again
I had sweet moment with her ~
And i had bitter moment with her too ~
I wish we can love each other without any obstacle
I love her so much
But sometimes dunno how to express it
When i got panicked, i don't what to do
I wanna show her that i love her
But i don't know what to do at all
I realized that sometimes i am helpless
when facing critical situation
I don't have any experience on it
I don't know how to face it and handle it
But i am able to express how i feel
I express everything in my deep feeling
Hopefully one day my real feeling will reach her heart
I just wanna let her know that
Although I am
Not good in consoling people
Don't know girl's thinking and needs
Got mad with small reasons

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But i still love you very much
I am willing to learn how to console
I will listen whatever you said to me
I will take care of you more and more
Just be my side and i will feel satisfy with it
I miss you dear
Forgive me for everything :(