Day 61 : Thursday

Today i woke up earlier
But i chose to sleep for half and hour more
I headed to work early and sit in car for a while
Then walk to office when time is up
My supervisor handled some tasks to me
I managed to do finish before 12 pm
But i fall down when doing my task at blending room
Luckily i dint crash to acid or alkaline tank
I felt pain as i fall down from a stair

Day 60 : 2 months !!

I can't believe it that i have left Malacca for 2 months
I wanna design my own room !! ( If i am given one )
I wanna plan nicely where to put my bed
Get suitable furniture for my room
I wanna make it most comfortable room !
i plan to buy L shape of study table ~
Wall book racks , decent wardrobe
And also cupboard with several compartments !
I am trying to get a queen size bed as well ~
But don't think i can get it as the room size is small =(
I am working on my design now ..
My dream is to have my own room and is designed by me
My room must have TV with stereo and entertainment set
one special designed wardrobe and L shaped study area
I don't want my room to be too spacey
Coz i might feel alone if i am in it
I wanna put carpet on the floor to make it like hotel room
The lighting is very important to me, not too dim and not too bright
Slightly bright is enough for me
I plan to put polystyrene board at the wall
So that i can stick photos or important notes on it
I wanna put clothes hanger at the wall there as well
And use self designed small curtain to cover it
I wish to design the wall colour too if i am born with art talent =(
So far i just plan for a single room now ....
I will live comfortably in such a dream room !
Hopefully i can make it a realistic room next few months !

-The End-

Day 59 : Tuesday :)

Today i so so so so happy
Throughout the day i keep thinking of my lynn
I cant get her off of my head
I am so happy that she is my special one
I wan to care for her more and more
She is my most precious girl
hehe .. i love you my dear !
muack muack !

Day 52,53,54,55,56,57,58

Lately i have been lazying around after my work
But i still need to continue my blog
Until i finish my training and back to Malacca
I must continue writing it
Today is already Day 58
i can't believe it it is Day 58 d
Almost 2 months since i left Malacca
Another 60 days till i back Malacca perhaps?
Another 15 - 20 days till our three month anniversary
Then i can back to my sweet sweet home Malacca
I will find my dearest sweet sweet love again
I had sweet moment with her ~
And i had bitter moment with her too ~
I wish we can love each other without any obstacle
I love her so much
But sometimes dunno how to express it
When i got panicked, i don't what to do
I wanna show her that i love her
But i don't know what to do at all
I realized that sometimes i am helpless
when facing critical situation
I don't have any experience on it
I don't know how to face it and handle it
But i am able to express how i feel
I express everything in my deep feeling
Hopefully one day my real feeling will reach her heart
I just wanna let her know that
Although I am
Not good in consoling people
Don't know girl's thinking and needs
Got mad with small reasons

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But i still love you very much
I am willing to learn how to console
I will listen whatever you said to me
I will take care of you more and more
Just be my side and i will feel satisfy with it
I miss you dear
Forgive me for everything :(

Day 47,48,49,50,51 : Wahaha love hehe

We had a wonder weekend during last week
Firstly, we went to sing k at Gogo Jetty there
We had lotsa fun there by singing duet song !
I hold her hands while singing those songs :p
Then we headed back to her home and chit chated ~
I enjoyed every moment with her that night =)
Saturday we woke up late and then have a walk at JJ
We walked around in the JJ and searched for foods !
We bought herbal eggs, donut, bread and fried squid !
Our last destination of food searching is US Pizza ~
We bought 3 regular pizzas and had lunch at her mom workplace
However we couldn't finish it because it was too much for us =(
Then we had a short rest before get going to jonker street
We bought many foods there and enjoyed the our moment
It was fun to see her blush when i called her sweet name.. hehe
After jonker street, we went to eat fried oyster at nearby
The fried oyster is quite popular and we waited for 1 hour there
During the 1 hour, we ate the famous local hokkien mee
It was very nice hokkien mee and i loved it so much
After we bought the fried oyster we headed back to her house
We ate the fried oyster together in big group
She didn't want to eat as it was very fattening
I took out the oyster and fed her eat
As i knew she always liked those kind of food
Sunday morning we woke up late as well
We went for movie and shopped for her formal clothes
We watched Predators together ! It was very fun and exciting !
I expected she will get scared by the brutal scene
But she was not scared of that at all =)
We were so lovey during our outing that day
However we felt very sad when few hours remaining
Times up ! Time for me to go home !
I hated that moment but i need to go on
I felt so sad during that time
When i reached home, i missed her so much
I hoped that she will be around my side
I hoped that Friday will come sooner
Monday morning when i woke up
I felt upset, i still missed her a lot
I sent a tons of sms to her
Flooded her mail box
But she was sleeping that time
When i got back , i felt happy as i can see her face again
Tuesday morning ~
I still felt quite miss her
As usual i sent a lots of sms to her
I felt so happy when she replied my sms
But i have a lots of work to do
I did found some times to reply her sms
Just when i got back from work
She was sleeping ~ Guess i need to wait a while to see her again

Now my turn for u! :)

Like: The way you are so caring, considerate and over-pampered me, the way you act like a spoiled child demand for a kiss on your cheek and your reaction when I rejected your gift just not wanting you to spend too much money on me. How you planned your future on taking MBA and how you describe your working environment with colleagues and your future plan.Like the way you think of me wherever you go, and whatever you do.

Dislike: how you are so choosy on food especially on vegetables and fruits and your face’s expression while people taking a scoop of salad into their mouth. The way you try to explain study is not everything for working environment, though I agreed some of your explanation, but not all. And also your words, “see steps walk steps”.

First impression: A guy with zero skills, reddish face with helpless thoughts when came to beer or wine. The first guy I met who will not tense when came to game and the one who taught me DOTA steps by steps with lots of patience.

Confession: You are not the one as I though who you are, I mean playful and not serious on your study. Now I said it. Don’t fly too high! *still need more hardworking*

Future plan: not thinking this yet. As you said, see steps walk steps.

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Special post just for you ~

Like : I like your personality, very straight forward and never lie to people ~ and your lip and eyes ~ Whenever i look at you, i feel like wanna hug you closely and like you more and more. Your lovely voice made me love you more and more. You are very interesting and very different from other girls. I feel very very comfortable being with you. I can be myself, no lying, no deep thinking, i just want to be myself in front of you although i am quite childish person when i feel relaxed and i am quite serious person when i feel stressed. Together with you i can forget many unhappy things. I love being around you !

Dislike : Sometimes you are too "ba dao" ~ When you compare me and other guys, i will feel jealous and sad. You will ignore me when your friends find you. Maybe you know i won't mind if you didn't reply me =( . And sometimes you don't have self-conscious as a girl. You need to be aware that people might hurt you or peek at you =(

First impression : Interesting girl who bet 50 cent with half of RM1 note ! Weird girl !!! But i not dare to greet you as i am very shy type of guy. Oh ya ! You are the shortest girl i ever met in my life as well =)

Confession : I feel sad whenever leave your side and i always think that you have a nice body figure. But i didn't say it out . If not you will fly high to Holland there ~ I did cry when you rejected me for the first time in your car =(

Future plan : I wanna take you with me for trip or outing. I wanna work harder to provide a wonderful life for you. I wanna marry you in 8 years time and create a happy family with you~

I love you Lynn ~ muack ~

Day 46 : Just another day

Today is just another boring day
We did half of the slides already
And next week gonna prepare pipeline for the slides
To be continued .. tired ~

Day 45 : 2 more days ~

Yeah , that is right ! 2 more days till Friday !
But unfortunately i won't be seeing her before late night of Friday
But it is okay , i can go and meet some friends
I am looking forward to coming weekend
I have planned many activities for us
Hopefully she will not feel boring with that
After this week, i need to concentrate on my project
As the project deadline is coming soon
If i manage to do well in this project
I can make a good impression to the company
Now i blend in well with my colleagues
I feel useful to them
I feel happy in the company
But i still wanna go back to Malacca
As i feel happier in Malacca with her
=)

Day : 44 : Tuesday ~

Finally Tuesday has ended ~
Here comes my 2 weeks preparation time for my slides !
After my slides are down , i gotta present it =)
Then i am a free man again with just minor projects
Today i bought 2 tickets again as usual
one to go Malacca and one to leave Malacca
Dunno y for the past few years
I had tot of Malacca as my real home
I feel most comfortable when i am in Malacca
But i do not regret leave Malacca for training
I learned a lot here in Selangor
And maybe a test for both of us
Not many things to share for today
Just hope that everyone stay healthy always!

Day 40,41,42,43 : Wonderful weeks !

I had a wonderful weekend last week !
I felt nervous on Friday evening
Due to my project ~
But i felt great when i stepped in Malacca
When i saw her, the first thinking in my mind is ...
My dear ~ I miss u so much after one week !
I had a wonderful dinner with her and housemates
Saturday we went shopping at new Jaya Jusco there
We walked around and search for her make-up stuffs
She bought some nice make-up stuffs at the end
In between we did enjoy walking around holding hand
I wanna buy an Italian bracelet for her which costs RM 169
But too bad it is out of stock
The bracelet is awesome one
We will check it again in the coming week :)
Then we headed back and helped out dinner preparation
Her uncle family and brother were coming back
Finally i saw her brother after few hours ~
Her brother looked nice although looked like gangster
At least he is good to me when i was staying in the house
Her uncle seemed okay with our relationship ~
Luckily our relationship is blessed by everyone in her family
We went for boat cruising after a luxury dinner
The boat was just so-so only
But i did enjoy my times together with her ~ =p
Sunday i felt quite sad and love sick
I love her very much and don wanna leave Malacca
But i had to ~ I must go back to hometown as i need to work
I left some messages for her before i go
I knew if i say it face to face to her
She will feel sad as well
I felt better when the bus was showing Rush Hour 2 movie !
I was pretty down that time
My mood changed better as my times were fully occupied with the movie
The first thing i do when reached home is .......
Find her !!!
I really miss her badly
Today is Monday
I really miss her badly in the morning
I heard her voice again from my phone
Her voice alarm ,
But she was not there ~
But i gotta move forward since i have responsibility on my projects
I did a great job on my proposal
My supervisor said very good at the remark section
I felt happy because it was my first proposal !
And later i went for meeting with senior manager
For my another project
I explained all the things i knew in my mind
He didn't critic our work
And yet he guided us into another stage
Now only i understand his intentions
He was trying to guide us step by step
So that we could understand better
Nice manager with nice guidance
But i still don like his way
hahahaah
Here comes the end of my post today
I was waiting for her to wake up ~
Wake up Lynn !!!!
MUACKS ~

Day 39 : Dizzy ~

Today is just another tiring day
Work from 7 am to 4 30 pm
Just another day i can go Melaka !
I dunno y i feel excited and happy
Whenever i can go to Melaka
Although i have visited most of the places in Melaka
And yet i still like the places
All the places full of memories
The only place i can fully relax after hectic week
I am sure this world is in equilibrium
Whenever u feel happy
U will feel sad too at some points in the future
I feel happy when i enter Melaka
But i feel sad when i leave Melaka
Who cares sad or happy
As long as i enjoy my times with her

Day 38 : Wednesday is over ~

Oh yeah ~ Wednesday work is over
Many of you would think that the time passes so fast
But for me, no no no !
Thursday morning i need to go early in the morning
And Friday i need to meet up my boss for meeting
My boss expects a good job from us
However the time of CIP ruins it all
CIP timing always at midnight or early in the morning
Suddenly i think of few short censored words
I guess the most polite words i shall use now is ....
Ya Allah ~ How could such thing happen to me
Lets see the positive side,
I might struggle during my training time
But once i finished up my training
I will gain a lot of experiences
Precious experiences that i might gain assistance
When i look for job in the future
A little struggle trade for precious experience ?
Woah , what a bargain !
Guess i should go for it ,
But i need to manage my private and working time
However i won't trade my weekend time to work
As i put weekend as my main priority in my present life
"you" sure know why =p

Day 37 - Less Sweet Post ?

Well, i realized that my blog might too sweet d
So, i shall reduce the sweetness
Today is funny,
Whatever i did, i will report to her
If i am going home late, i will inform her
And she said she feel like i am her husband
Coz i will report to her everything
I don't know y i will do that
I just wanna to let her know what i have done
It is like a daily routine for me
If my schedule changed i will automatically think of her first
if i come home late, the first 1 to consider is her again
I worry that if one day we break up or what
I will feel lost , dunno what to do
When Friday approaching i dunno where to go
When i wake up early in the morning, i dunno who to sms
When i wanna ppl around me, there is no one for me
I worry that day will come,
So i must ensure the day won't come forever

The End ~

I not sure that distant relationship is good or not
According to "pro" in my ex house, 90% will fail
however i feel quite amused with his latest comment
He said that distant relationship is good due to many reasons
Oh yeah , that is funny.
Look, my main point not to critic him or what
I am just trying to say that which 1 is good?
Distant relationship or non distant relationship
Distant relationship seem better for non-sticky couple
Both of them can have their own freedom
They can do whatever they want
They only meet once in a while
But for me , a big no no to distant relationship
I couldn't stand it
As i am the sticky type of guy
Though i am sticky type, but i do give freedom as well
Coz i know it is very annoying to the girl
If i everyday 24 hours stick to her
She couldn't do the things she want
If i am the girl, i will breakup with him too
Sometime i think back the days before in relationship
I feel happy everyday
I have my own style of living
My own thinking and my own decision
I felt that i changed a lot since last that
From active i changed to passive
I have lost contact with many friends
However i never regretted it
As i feel happier these few months
The moment i spent with her is my genuine feeling
But sometimes i do think back all the memories i had
With my friends or with her
That was quite warm to me
I feel blissful now ~

The End ~

Right now i feel that i am quite dependent to her
When she feel sad , i will feel sad
When she feel happy , i will feel happy
Actually i can do many things that i want to do
Such as gaming, watching drama or even read comic
But i dunno y i choose not to do all these things
I just feel like, whenever i do all those things
If she needs me i couldn't go to her straight
I might feel addicted into it
So i chose not to do anything
And wait for her call
I wonder this is a good thing or what ,
Hopefully it is just another silly thinking
Well, this is my first experience
Many things i don't know
So i will just do whatever i want
Think too much will slow you down
Don't you think so?
hehe

Day 33, 34 , 35 and 36

These few days were fun !
I wanted to have this kind of life everyday
But when u have it everyday
U won't appreciate it
For me, I feel happy whenever Friday is approaching
And feel love sick whenever Monday is approaching
Life is just like a graph , a cosine graph.
When u r single , ur graph r just like a straight line
Don't change too much
When u r in relationship, ur graph is high and down
just like a cosine graph
When Friday is coming, the happiness is at the peak
I feel very blissful
When Monday is coming, the happiness is at the bottom
I feel so love sick
But i am happy with it ,
happy with the life with my dearest
Although i know if we meet everyday
We won't appreciate each other as much as present
But i still wanna see her everyday
To reduce my love sick towards her

To lynn ~
I will appreciate you even if we meet everyday
I will appreciate you even if we don't see each other everyday
I will appreciate you even if i am busy or you r busy
I will appreciate you every moment that we had
I love you ~

Day 32 : Big big world

This world is a big big world.
Big enough to support every single human
There are Chinese, British and even Dutch .
Chinese can be segregated to few more types.
There are local Chinese and real Chinese from China.
Local Chinese even can be segregated to few more types !
There are educated Chinese and less educated Chinese.
Educated Chinese can be segregated into few more types again!
Playful, Mature, Kind, good nature or even bad nature Chinese
Bad nature Chinese can be segregated into few more types
Bad mouth, pokerface, and even cunning Chinese .
So which type of Chinese you are ? =)