Special post just for you ~

Like : I like your personality, very straight forward and never lie to people ~ and your lip and eyes ~ Whenever i look at you, i feel like wanna hug you closely and like you more and more. Your lovely voice made me love you more and more. You are very interesting and very different from other girls. I feel very very comfortable being with you. I can be myself, no lying, no deep thinking, i just want to be myself in front of you although i am quite childish person when i feel relaxed and i am quite serious person when i feel stressed. Together with you i can forget many unhappy things. I love being around you !

Dislike : Sometimes you are too "ba dao" ~ When you compare me and other guys, i will feel jealous and sad. You will ignore me when your friends find you. Maybe you know i won't mind if you didn't reply me =( . And sometimes you don't have self-conscious as a girl. You need to be aware that people might hurt you or peek at you =(

First impression : Interesting girl who bet 50 cent with half of RM1 note ! Weird girl !!! But i not dare to greet you as i am very shy type of guy. Oh ya ! You are the shortest girl i ever met in my life as well =)

Confession : I feel sad whenever leave your side and i always think that you have a nice body figure. But i didn't say it out . If not you will fly high to Holland there ~ I did cry when you rejected me for the first time in your car =(

Future plan : I wanna take you with me for trip or outing. I wanna work harder to provide a wonderful life for you. I wanna marry you in 8 years time and create a happy family with you~

I love you Lynn ~ muack ~

Day 46 : Just another day

Today is just another boring day
We did half of the slides already
And next week gonna prepare pipeline for the slides
To be continued .. tired ~

Day 45 : 2 more days ~

Yeah , that is right ! 2 more days till Friday !
But unfortunately i won't be seeing her before late night of Friday
But it is okay , i can go and meet some friends
I am looking forward to coming weekend
I have planned many activities for us
Hopefully she will not feel boring with that
After this week, i need to concentrate on my project
As the project deadline is coming soon
If i manage to do well in this project
I can make a good impression to the company
Now i blend in well with my colleagues
I feel useful to them
I feel happy in the company
But i still wanna go back to Malacca
As i feel happier in Malacca with her
=)

Day : 44 : Tuesday ~

Finally Tuesday has ended ~
Here comes my 2 weeks preparation time for my slides !
After my slides are down , i gotta present it =)
Then i am a free man again with just minor projects
Today i bought 2 tickets again as usual
one to go Malacca and one to leave Malacca
Dunno y for the past few years
I had tot of Malacca as my real home
I feel most comfortable when i am in Malacca
But i do not regret leave Malacca for training
I learned a lot here in Selangor
And maybe a test for both of us
Not many things to share for today
Just hope that everyone stay healthy always!

Day 40,41,42,43 : Wonderful weeks !

I had a wonderful weekend last week !
I felt nervous on Friday evening
Due to my project ~
But i felt great when i stepped in Malacca
When i saw her, the first thinking in my mind is ...
My dear ~ I miss u so much after one week !
I had a wonderful dinner with her and housemates
Saturday we went shopping at new Jaya Jusco there
We walked around and search for her make-up stuffs
She bought some nice make-up stuffs at the end
In between we did enjoy walking around holding hand
I wanna buy an Italian bracelet for her which costs RM 169
But too bad it is out of stock
The bracelet is awesome one
We will check it again in the coming week :)
Then we headed back and helped out dinner preparation
Her uncle family and brother were coming back
Finally i saw her brother after few hours ~
Her brother looked nice although looked like gangster
At least he is good to me when i was staying in the house
Her uncle seemed okay with our relationship ~
Luckily our relationship is blessed by everyone in her family
We went for boat cruising after a luxury dinner
The boat was just so-so only
But i did enjoy my times together with her ~ =p
Sunday i felt quite sad and love sick
I love her very much and don wanna leave Malacca
But i had to ~ I must go back to hometown as i need to work
I left some messages for her before i go
I knew if i say it face to face to her
She will feel sad as well
I felt better when the bus was showing Rush Hour 2 movie !
I was pretty down that time
My mood changed better as my times were fully occupied with the movie
The first thing i do when reached home is .......
Find her !!!
I really miss her badly
Today is Monday
I really miss her badly in the morning
I heard her voice again from my phone
Her voice alarm ,
But she was not there ~
But i gotta move forward since i have responsibility on my projects
I did a great job on my proposal
My supervisor said very good at the remark section
I felt happy because it was my first proposal !
And later i went for meeting with senior manager
For my another project
I explained all the things i knew in my mind
He didn't critic our work
And yet he guided us into another stage
Now only i understand his intentions
He was trying to guide us step by step
So that we could understand better
Nice manager with nice guidance
But i still don like his way
hahahaah
Here comes the end of my post today
I was waiting for her to wake up ~
Wake up Lynn !!!!
MUACKS ~

Day 39 : Dizzy ~

Today is just another tiring day
Work from 7 am to 4 30 pm
Just another day i can go Melaka !
I dunno y i feel excited and happy
Whenever i can go to Melaka
Although i have visited most of the places in Melaka
And yet i still like the places
All the places full of memories
The only place i can fully relax after hectic week
I am sure this world is in equilibrium
Whenever u feel happy
U will feel sad too at some points in the future
I feel happy when i enter Melaka
But i feel sad when i leave Melaka
Who cares sad or happy
As long as i enjoy my times with her

Day 38 : Wednesday is over ~

Oh yeah ~ Wednesday work is over
Many of you would think that the time passes so fast
But for me, no no no !
Thursday morning i need to go early in the morning
And Friday i need to meet up my boss for meeting
My boss expects a good job from us
However the time of CIP ruins it all
CIP timing always at midnight or early in the morning
Suddenly i think of few short censored words
I guess the most polite words i shall use now is ....
Ya Allah ~ How could such thing happen to me
Lets see the positive side,
I might struggle during my training time
But once i finished up my training
I will gain a lot of experiences
Precious experiences that i might gain assistance
When i look for job in the future
A little struggle trade for precious experience ?
Woah , what a bargain !
Guess i should go for it ,
But i need to manage my private and working time
However i won't trade my weekend time to work
As i put weekend as my main priority in my present life
"you" sure know why =p