Day 11 : Just For you

For the past few working days, i kept on complaining here about no task is given to me.
Finally my first task is attend meeting and construct charts.
I feel bored when i don't have anything to do.
But at the same time i do feel tired when i need to do something.
I feel so dilemma now, should i feel happy or not if task is given to me ?
Anyway i just got back home so i shouldn't think much bout it.
I don't like to touch bout office thing when i got back home.
I wish the 16th week will come sooner =(
After the 16th week, i will rush back to Malacca as soon as possible
Then we shall be together everyday !
Don't worry i will give you time to rest and watch drama . Haha .
By that time you should start working already.
So i can only meet you up at night time or weekend.
Well , i am happy that can see you everyday even just a short time =)

You said you missed the trip days
But do you know that ......
If everyday is like trip days
You will get bored very very soon
So romantic days won't happen everyday
It will only happen once in a while
So called special day
By the way today is our special day =)
8/5/10
The day we had so much memories together
Thanks for being one month with me
I love you so much~ =)



5/8/10 Having dinner at Sakura House

Random topic =)

Since i am very free now. Then i shall share some of my experiences to all.
What is friend ?

1) Normal Friend
- Friend that will chit chat for around few minutes when meet each other

Example :
A : Hey , long time no see ! How are you ?
B : Yeah, I am fine . How are you ?
A : Fine here too .. hehe .. I need to go do something first .. Next time yamcha ok ?
B : ok .. see you next time .. call me when you are free =)

However , they will not yamcha together normally. Just a way to have more dialogue with friends.

2) Distant Friend
- So called Hi Bye friend or ignore each other when they meet face to face

Example :
A : Hi !
B : Hi !

or

A : Hi !
B : ( pretending didn't see A by sms-ing )

3) Best Friend Type A
- Close friend when play around together. They will become quite distant when they don't contact each other.

Example :
A : Wei ! sa po ! I miss you le !!
B : Ya la !! you no find me pon .. ish !
( After a few months )

A: Hey you back hometown d ma ?? Want go gathering ?
B : See first ba ... if can tell you

4) Best Friend Type B
- Close friend when play together. Even they separated for few months or few years, they are still best friend.

Example
A : Wei ! sa po ! I miss you le !!
B : Ya la !! you no find me pon .. ish !
( After a few months )

A : Wah ! Back hometown no find me la ! Sien
B : Sayang ... I sure find you de la ! ish

5) Best Friend Type C
- Close friend forever even without proper communication. They don't need conversation to maintain their relationship

Example
A : Hey, What time wanna go eat ?
B : See you ... I don't time

Note : Even a plain conversation , they can maintain their relationship very well.

6) Not Friend
- This is quite simple, don't need further explain it. They just hate each other or don't know each other.

Example :
A : Diam la ... everyday make noise .. bi li ba la bi li ba la !
B : Siam la .. i have my own freedom...

7) Friend on surface
- This is quite common in nowadays. They are so called two faces or two-headed snake. They are friend with you on surface and stab you without you knowing.

Example :
A : Hehe, you are so brilliant !
B : Welcome , you are smart too =)

( After a moment )

A : B is so cocky man .... can't really stand him ...
C : Oh really ? I thought both of you are close friend ?


So , which type of friend you are =)

Day 10 : Normal day

I finally can have my first task since my training day started.
But the task given to me is not related to what i have studied before.
I have a feeling, that feeling is quite similar with National Service time.
Everyday i just wait the time to pass, counting the remaining days.
I feel so bored and don't have anything to do.
Everyday is just the same thing, wake up early finish work and sleep.
Although i appreciate that i can experience the working environment.
But i just can't get used to it in such a short time.
I have no motivation at all to work. Just wanna quickly my training ASAP.
Of course, I will commit 100 % to the company that hired me as trainee.
However, i feel happy whenever i have my break during my internship.
I can call you and chat with you =)
Finally i think of one nice Chinese phrase " 苦中一点甜 " .
Perfect phrase to describe my current situation.
But Lynn ar, if i call you when you sleeping, straight away scold me le.
Next time i will sms you before i call you up =)

Your existence
Has brighten up my life
Your face and your voice
Make me feel so warm and happy
Thanks for being part of my life
Thank you Lynn =)

Day 7 , 8 , 9 : Mix feeling days

Day 7

My work for that day is very simple.
Read manuals, walk around and see around.
However, I realized that HR people are so rude.
They gave me oversize uniforms and ignore me.
Anyway, I forgot about it when i reached home.
I cooked her nuggets, burgers and sausage.
Then i waited 1 hour for bus and 3 hours drive to Malacca.
I felt frustrated and i forgot about it when i arrived.
When i first saw her, I felt a lil gap between us.
However, i felt better when i interacted with her.
We chatted like the days before my training day.
That day i missed her hair, her hand and her everything.
I really like her so much.
Then we had supper at Mori's cafe there with some friends =)

Day 8

I woke up early in the morning.
We had breakfast and chatted before heading to cinema.
We watched Prince of Persia and it was just so-so only.
But i did have fun with her and her sis too.
However, we all felt bad when she lost her rm40 there.
Hopefully she can learn from mistake and don't get upset =)
Then we got back home and started to get ready for her family dinner.
We had a lil surprise for her uncle birthday. Wakaka.
Then we went to Giant and shopped around.
Finally we backed to home and had a nice sleep !
Not forget to mention that she baked a nice cake =) Really nice !
But i felt sad when i knew that i only had one day in Malacca =(

Day 9

Early in the morning we went to eat dim sum with her family.
The dim sum quite nice and cheap ! unexpected.
We planned to walk around after our breakfast.
However we canceled the plan due to laziness. Wakaka.
Then we had lil chat in her room.
I realized that she felt stress being in a relationship.
I understood that she missed the life of being single.
Can go outing with any friends she wants.
Can do the things she wants to do.
Freedom life, I kind of guilty that i took away her freedom.
I wished she can live the way she used to live.
So i decided to give her freedom and some private spaces.
Oh ya, special thanks to her mommy for the chocolate cake. =)
When she drove me to Sentral. I felt very very sad.
I knew that i can't see her anymore in 5 days time.
I was very scared of losing her at that moment.
I worried that she might think wrongly again in the coming week.
I don't know what to do at that time.
I just hope that she can do what she wants to do and live happily.

I worry that you might regret being with me.
I am scared of losing you. That's why i keep asking you the same question
" 你有后悔吗跟我在一起？"
If you feel sad, i feel sad too.
So i don't wish that your actions are restricted because of me.
When i don't have anything to do, i will miss the time being with you.
When you don't reply my message, i will think that i disturbed you.
When you feel too boring, i scare that u might think wrongly.
When you decided to go working at KL, i afraid of losing you.
Lean on me whenever u feel stress.
Lean on me whenever u feel sad.
Lean on me whenever u feel boring.
I will always be there for you.
I just wish that you feel happy and freely do what you want to do.
so cheer up my dear =)

Day 6 : Strong feeling day

Today I didn't do anything at all. No jobs were assigned to me. I just sat there and enjoy my day. Quite disappointing. However i have the chance to sms with Lynn. When Lynn said she was asked to be interviewed at KL there. I had a mix feeling back then. I knew that our relationship might enter a danger zone but i do wish her can get a decent job out there for a fresh graduate. I hope she can find a job at Malacca. Her mom can take care of her meals and others. Anyway i will respect her decision whether to work at Malacca or KL.

P/S : Sorry for keep calling you today. I might disturb you study for your interview ><.

Day 5 : First day of working

Today is my first day of working. Although it's a bit tiring but i have learned a lot from Mr. Prakash and Mr. Ravi. They are nice colleague and willing to teach me everything that is related to my job scope. My working hours is from 7 30 am to 4 30 pm. IDS do provide uniform, long pants and safety boot. Basically i do not need to buy anything formal clothes for my training. Wakaka.

Although today is a bit tiring. But i do not forget to sms Lynn. Hiak hiak. But at first Lynn do not reply and i thought she might be sleeping during that time. During my lunch time, i call her up and nobody pick up the phone. After i came back from work, i called her and realized that she forgot to bring her phone along. Wakakaka, i thought she got lost in Malacca. Glad to know that she went out have fun with friends rather than watch drama at home. By the way, i will be coming back on Friday this week. Lynn, i shall see u during that day =) I miss you like crazy ~~

Day 4 : Romantic day

Dear lynn ,

Today is my day off, so i have decided to stay with you. =)
I missed the days we stay together.
I missed ~~~~~~~

The day we shopping together ~
Whenever we walk past shop lots, I will ask you wanna buy
it or not and I will buy you snacks whenever
you feel hungry =)



The day we eat together ~
Whenever you feel hungry, I will bring you to places that
you rarely go eat like Secret Recipe.



The day we watch movie together ~
Whenever you feel boring, I will bring you to watch movie
that you like. I know you like to watch
comedy and romance
movie =)



The day we sing k together ~
Whenever you finish your assignment or exam, I will
bring you go sing k to celebrate it. We always
sing love song together such as
今天你要嫁给我 =)



The day we study together ~
Whenever you feel stress, I will accompany you
study in library during exam week.
I will score first class just
for you Lynn



The day we go outing together ~
Whenever we go outing together with your precious friends,
I will wear the best clothes that i have and
wax my hair not to disappoint
you in front of your
friends =)



The day we go trip together ~
Whenever you feel cold, I will cover your body with jacket.
I will hold your hand to make sure you won't
fell down easily. I will massage your
head whenever you feel
headache.



I will cherish you and our relationship ~

I will take care of you in everything ~

I will hold your hand when crossing road ~

I will guide you throughout our life ~

We will be happy ever after like fairy tale story ~

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